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completely fragmented, forgetting my true reality. I felt abandoned, alone and very frightened. I stood in this dark space feeling so empty and alone, and then, over time, I began to take a step. I became conscious of my thoughts and feelings and a world was created around me. My creations and lifetimes spun around me at a furious rate. It was like being at the Imax and having the images speed so quickly that they become a blurred light. I began to get dizzy, and then the dream slowed down and stopped. I remembered the merry-go-round of my dream past. I knew I was finding myself in it all. I opened my eyes and returned to the cenote, finding it just as I left it moments before.

All my creations have value as I respond to them through feelings, patterns and thoughts. I understood that when Ezekiel had spoken to my heart just days before, the storm was explaining its value. I saw that every life that felt devastated and destroyed now had a rare opportunity to create a new life. This new life would either take them back into their old, fearful wounds and patterns, just like the people in my original dream, or they would choose to take responsibility for their lives and create something more harmonious and fulfilling. By facing my fear, I had the same opportunity. I saw ancient wisdom awakening in me. It was as if I had downloaded a new computer program. I was ready to experiment and learn a new, more expanded version of consciousness, filled with more opportunity than I ever dreamed possible. The soul agreements, the roles, the lessons of self, the acceptance – these are the gifts that truly bring us home. These are the steps to conscious compassion, and I now knew what was missing: the emotions. They are the key that opens the door. They are the only energy source that can guide you through the steps and fuel your